Jen's Journal

Just a 26 year old lady.


Fear of Happy

What if the guy you saw walking down the street pulled out his gun and robbed you when you passed him on the sidewalk? 

What if the man shouting by the train station trash can start yelling and coming after you?

What if your ulcerative colitis turns into colon cancer because you’re not taking care of your body?

What if your dream job is just a hobby, and you’re wasting your time with resumes and cover letters? 

What if the happiest years of your life have already happened and you forgot to enjoy them?

What if next time something awful happens, you fall apart so much that there is no putting you back together?

What if you can’t have children because your body hates you, and it always will?

What if you have children and you make the same mistakes your mother did?

What if your soul mate dies before you meet them? 

What if you live an entire life without ever being present?

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What if everything turns out okay?



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About Me

Hi there! I’m thrilled to have you join me on my blog. I write fiction, nonfiction, and everything in between.

In my free time, I like to keep busy with a variety of hobbies. I’m an avid reader and writer, I love to knit, crochet, and embroider.

At the end of the day, though, my main priority is spending time with my loved ones. Whether it’s traveling or just spending quality time together, I’m happiest when I’m surrounded by those I care about.

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